Oh god the results!!!!

Nothing is scaring me like this. I am very scared. I hate this feeling. I didn’t have this feeling even when i was writing the papers. I am crying at times and I am laughing at times. i think i have gone mad after thinking about this. It was said that the results will be coming this week i mean the last week of march but still it didn’t come. It is really annoying. I some times feel why don’t they give it and finish it soon and some times I also think why do they release the results. How ever we are going to do to be promoted to the next level if we do not fail maths. So why are they taking such a burden to do all this. Hehehehe… I know i am mad and that is why i am telling all these sort of stuff. Oh man!! this is sooooooooo scary……… Results!!!! Results!!! Results!!! that is the only thing which is roaming in my head right now. Sadly this not the last result and that was not my last exam. i have got more exams to face and I have got to face more situations like this. Which is even more scary to think about!!

I don’t care!!!! No no I do care!!! Ooooooo…. I am confused!!!!

Hehehe!!hehehe!!

laughs and smiles are two of the best things in this world!! It is something that we can give as a gift and it is something that we can get as a gift. If I say that it is the most pleasant gift in this world I think I am correct. Only few of us can have a smile all the time and can laugh all the time. There are people who laugh when they have to cry. I think the people who laugh from out side are the people who really cry from their hearts. People who cry are people who laugh from inside.

If we can greet any one with a smile all the time, we are the greatest because greeting some one with a smile will make him smile back to you. And I think giving some one a smile is the greatest thing we can do in this world. We all smile but not all the time. We get into different moods at different times. There smiling or laughing all the time is very difficult. If we can keep a smile all the time it is good for our health too. A smile has the power to make the ugliest person a very beautiful person.

If a pig can be this much cute with a smile how cute can you be with a smile!!!Hehehe

A smile is an extra ordinary thing!! Just smile and try it out!! Laugh always you can… your life will be a very beautiful one!!

Obama and Clinton: Race to white house…

I am a Sri Lankan and how is the American election important for us. Why should we care about whether its McCain who is going to win or Obama. Oh oh!! sorry sorry.. just forgot Hillary’s name.

Actually not only the president of America, presidents of all the countries are important to each and every body in the world because they are the leaders of this world and it is only on their actions the future of the world will depend on. There for we must make sure that each and every president, each and every leader in this world is a real leader. A leader that love the world but not him self. You will think I am self contradictory because in one of may previous posts I have stated that every one loves themselves more than anything else. So how can we expect the president to be different. Yes he should love him self but its his obligation to love the whole world at the same time which is not an obligation for us.

So but it is our obligation or the responsibility to elect some one who love him self and the world. That is why I think forgot about Hillary Clinton’s name. I think Obama is not just a symbol of the black community but a reincarnation of Abraham Lincoln. He is speeches symbolizes American than a democrat. This doesn’t mean that Hilary is a person without any potential. She is a great leader but I don’t see her as a great American!!

Obama reflects the real society while Hilary just represent the women and the rich society. Obama’s policies are far more practical and viable.

I know I am not very well justifying my stance but why I am saying so is because what I here from CNN and other news centers about Obama and his speeches.

So let this post be a personal criticism than a political criticism.

Happy Birth day to me!! Happy birth day to me!!

Any one else write about my birthday!! Its me who can write about my birthday and its me who can comment on it. Why do I say so.. I say so because its is my birth day. Hehehehe.. Actually it was my birthday yesterday and I enjoyed it a lot. Even though it was not a party time I enjoyed my excellent birthday. I was simple and calm. Mover over every one wished me which was great deal for me. It is really nice to hear “Happy birthday” from people whom we love most. Wishes are the best part of anything. On our birthdays, when our exam results come(pending… scaring..) and when we win some thing wishes are the most important things. Wishes from our parents, from our relations, from our friends and all sort of people we now.

This shows mental satisfaction is very important that physical satisfaction. So make sure you wish to my next birthday!! Hehehe..

Business!Business! Every thing is a business!

I went to my first Advance level accounts and economics class and the first thing I learned from them was that ever thing in this world is about profits and loses or simple every thing in this world is based on business or economics. Every single decision that we take is taken after thinking about the profits and losses that we will have after taking that decision. So if say economics or rather business is the basement or the foundation of our lives its correct to a greater extent. No!no! not to a greater extent its totally true!

But why didn’t I realize this fact before going to any of these classes if this was a truth and global philosophy. Why? I think it is because even every thing is based on business and economics people have given different names to it. Some say social service, some say it is the culture and some say it is collective social responsibility. How ever every profession in this world is based on business and economic because this is not an utopia. All this has happen because

“MAN WORKS FOR HIM SELF, BUT MAN WHO WORKS FOR HIM SELF WORKS TO THE WHOLE SOCIETY”

Now let me justify my stance:

People who say we are doing a service…..(Doctors, Nurses, and all social workers)

True these people are doing a service but then again think for a minute they are doing this to sever them selves. Why does a doctor go to rural area and start a dispensary not because he want to serve that area it’s because he will be recognized in that area and he will be able to earn mental satisfaction and economical satisfaction. It is common to every one who is telling that they are doing a service.

Everything in this world is based on business because people always want to be a better than some one else. They always want to make their lives better and better and at a point this better thing become worse for others around him.

If some one ask what is the biggest thing on this earth I will tell it is our mind. A persons mind can do tremendous thing. Things that no one can imagine. And there is no limit to this mind and thats why it is said man’s wants are limit less. So let us not try to put a limit to this limitless thing but what we should try is to make this limitless mind work to the betterment of our selves while working for the betterment of the others.

 

 

 

 

 

UK education fair!!

Apolagies!!!

I thought of saying sorry for all my readers(I don’t think people read this blog!!) for not updating or writing a new post from a long time. Sorry people!!! Actually I was busy these days with MUN and my new tuition classes for advance level exam. So let me say sorry once again.

Now you will think did i write this post just to apologize from you all. No I didn’t. I started writing this we a idea in my mind which was to tell you all how powerful is the word “Sorry”! We all know as soon as we do some thing wrong, something which is not ethical what we do is say sorry. Isn’t it so? The Word sorry is used is by many people to say nasty things and show that they told it by mistake.

But I am sure that this word sorry was added to the English dictionary not for the people who say those nasty things and pretend that it was by mistake. The Word “Sorry” is a very powerful word which shows how polite and how gentle you are. What we should keep in mind is that we will not misuse this word “sorry” because for me it is sacred. I would like to discuss a different aspect about this with you which will prevent us from misusing this valuable word.

The only thing which will keep us away from misusing this word is committing good deeds. Deeds that we do with our conscious and which will not make us regret or say sorry. Some thing that we all do is that we do something and tell -”Oh God!! I didn’t do it by purpose!!” What we don’t understand is that whether we have done it by purpose or not we have done it. If we want to apologize for something we did we should do it honestly which can only be identified by you not by anyone else. So let us be honest and at the same time be be gentle and polite. Let us say sorry for things we really did by mistake. But now you will think if we really did it by purpose what are we going to do to cover our selves other than saying sorry.

My dearest friend accepts what you did. Never be shy to shout to the world and tell that you did something wrong if you didn’t have that shyness when you did that wrong thing. Keep in mind that you are always with a pure a heart. A heart which can accept what you did and be honest you will be able to stand in front of the greatest in the world because if you are honest to you are the greatest in the world.

“Every one who was not honest will regret that when they die but you who will regret the whole life for being honest will be happy when you die.”

How hard it is to say “Bye”!!

Life is all about meeting people and saying bye to them. Life is all about making friends and loosing friends. Life is all about meeting and departing. This is the simple truth that we don’t want to accept. It is not that we don’t want to accept it but it’s really hard to accept this harsh truth.

It was a recent incident which made me think in this way. We had a UK education fair last weekend through the British council and I was lucky to be in the team of organizing that. I met plenty of new friends, very nice friends during the two days that we had that fair. those two days were two of the best days that i have ever had in my life. But what I figured out during these days were that when we like something we don’t feel time passing and we feel like time is running very fast. But the truth is that because I loved every moment I spent there I didn’t feel time passing.

I was damn pissed at the end of the second day because I had to say “bye” to many of the people I loved being with. It is very hard to say bye to people we love. But however we have to say good bye to everything in this life at some point too… I was saying bye to the same person over and over again because I could not leave the place. I wanted to stay at least another second with them because I enjoyed every moment.

What I understood from this is that saying “bye” to people and things we love is the most hardest thing in our lives.

I sometimes feel why our friends and and the people whom we love can’t stay together with us. But then again if we met every day. If we get to talk every day then we won’t think about them that much and we will not value the realationship that we have!!So some times its better to say bye and say we will meet soon again. Hehehe!! How ever it is damn sad and difficult to say bye to people whom we love so much. Let me pray that the “byes” i say will not be for ever.

Life!! Is it interesting??

What is life? Life is the most complicated thing in this world. It is never predictable. The only thing I know about this life is that we all have got it and that we all have to live our own lives and it’s an obligation. We can’t say “no” to our lives because it is never ending. But if we think what is life for some time we will get a nice answer!( I got, you also think and see you will get it too) What is this answer. The answer is…. answer is… “I really don’t know what life is”.

What I know about life is that it is the most complicated as well as the most precious thing in this world. We all get a life to live but it is just a few of us live it. Others survive. Even mother nature has treated us equally by giving all of us lives but it is just a few of us pay it back to mother nature and prove that it is a wise idea of her to give all of us lives.

What I mean by this is that we all do not carry out our lives in the same way. Some of us engage in good deeds and enjoy life and some of us engage in bad deeds and think that we enjoy life which is not the truth. All of us who have done bad deeds and committed crimes will have to have to suffer in life in the future. in oder for us to be happy even when we are crying we will have to do good deeds because if our lives are not pure, not sacred we will hesitate about it some day and we will be crying. But for a person whose life is pure, whose life is filled with good deeds the saddest momonet in his life will be just another thing for him to laugh about.

Life is not always the same. It changes from time to time. We all will have to face lot of tragedies and lot of happy times to face in our lives. We will have to cry and we will have to laugh from to time to time. What we should understand is that life is not always the same but it is the cries and and the laughters that keep our life going and make it interesting. Think for a moment if we keep on listening to the same song over and over again without any time lapses at the end you will start hating it. There should always be changes in in our lives and thats what make it interesting.

Some people complain that life is too short! Life is never too short! If we live the life we have got and if do productive stuff in our life time we will never regret and will never state that life is too short.

Shopping is Hectic!!

Oh god!! Shopping… The most hectic thing in this world. Going from one shop to another then from that to another at last coming home without anything at all. Hehehe… Is it funny!!1 No not at all funny. It is damn hectic!!

I some times think why don’t we get all the shops to one place mainly textile shops because its very tiring to go one place to another which is another 4 or 5 kilometers away. I some times hate my self and the whole society for not being able to walk naked on the roads(I know its not possible but…).

If i like a trouser it doesn’t has the size which suits me. If i get my size it is not the color i want. it seems shopping is like that. When we go shopping the only thing that make guys like it is just because we come across lot of (cute, beautiful and sexy) girls(Hehehe).

How ever shopping is the most hectic thing as well as the hardest thing. It is very difficult to find out whats genuine and whats fake. When i say this i feel like talking about this with relevant to our lives. This world is full of fake stuff. There is only a little genuine things.This is the same even we think about humans. There are both fake and genuine human beings. What i mean by this is that there are people who show one face to the world and it is not the real. how ever there are people who show the original look(internal) of them selves to the world.

This remind me a part of a song of John Lennon and Poul McCartney:

Eleanor rigby picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream
Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?

There are lot of reason for people to show fake faces of them selves to the society.

1. They are cornered and not recognized in the society.
2. Some people are having other intentions to fulfill that what they show to world
3. Some people are having dark secrets which they cant tell to the world
4. Some are lying to whole world just to be some one who is recognized in the society.

Some of the reasons are justifiable and some are not. So its our duty to be genuine to the society and see why others are not be genuine and treat them according to the reason.

How ever going back to the hectic topic “shopping” there also we have to think about whats genuine and whats not. We have to reject the fake and accept the genuine.

So let us make shopping an interesting thing( which is hard for me than going to the sun).

My wish for all you who are reading is that the next day you go shopping let u find the trouser or the skirt of the shirt that your looking for be genuine and easy to find.