My Room!!!
Looking through my window I see couple of trees, roofs, flowers, all scattered every where!! But I know out there out side my window is not just a what I see but millions of things that I do not see. Clouds filled with electrons, negative and positive trying to attract to each other. An atmosphere with Oxygen, Nitrogen, Carbon Dioxide and all sorts of complexities that I do not understand. A crows cry, a lions roar, a mans shout all of that is mixed up out side my window. I keep staring through my window thinking weather its reality or an illusion.
In front of me is an Oxford French Mini dictionary. Why?? because I am learning french these days. Then why not a tamil dictionary, I am learning that too. In front of me is my cellphone waiting for a call or a text from some one and its on top of my diary and I still think why I do not see a tamil dictionary around. I think we keep what we love the most around us. When we do not have what we want around we strive for it. We fight for it. When some one else have it we are jealous of it. If we do not like some thing we do not want it around. We just keep it some where, where it would get covered with dust and not come to our site unless we want it some day.
I look up, there is a photo hanging on the wall of 4 of the people I love a lot in this world. I stare at it at think to my self how much I miss them. I look to my right and see a wall hanging of Lord Buddha in which it says “All that is subjected to origination is subjected to cessation”. On my back I have the table on which I used to sleep and to my left I have my bed on which I used to study. My mom would say this is the messiest place on earth but I would say this is my world. My world where I am free to do what I want, cry laugh, shout, scream and any thing I want. But out of this door is a strange world. A world with diversity. A world with both good and bad. A world in which I am not free to do what I want but to live a life on rules of others.
I look through my window and surely see some difference. I guess the nature works like me. Today marks the day of change. So lets begin!!!
